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So fucking annoyed. I have been ill for a month now. It started in Slovakia where I nearly fainted, clutched a woman for dear life, my tonsils swelled up I was coughing up tiny bits of blood and had some next fever. I get back from Prague and feel slightly better then lose my hearing. I go to the doctors get antibiotics which some how don’t help my hearing and make me have flu symptoms. Where every time I go to sleep I cough continuously for a hour or if I laugh the I cough for 10 minutes. I have coughed up phlegm and a bit of blood and my hearing started getting worse in the other ear. Finished those antibiotics and still I was ill had to wait a week for an appointment now on some other antibiotics, just took one and I’ve got a bangin’ headache and i feel like utter wank. I feel even worse because I’m angry about being ill so I’m stressed. I was meant to have my boyfriend and his mates over for a piss up before heading to sheep but at this rate I don’t even think I’ll be going sheep let alone dealing with a load of pissed guys when I can’t even drink and I feel rough, not to mention the fact that I can’t really conversate with people because I can’t hear a word their saying. I miss my 20/20 hearing. FUCK SAKE.